12:32 a.m. - 2007-07-17
repeating cycle of decay
I haven't changed....I repeat,over and over again. The same since I started, so what does that mean? that i was born with a giant defect? How long will this cycle continue? because I feel worst than before and how can I chnage this? I keep killing myself and I don't know how to stop, I don't fucking know!
Repeat, repeat, repeat.....I wanna da, lah lah lah blah blah blah blah, ugggh.
Kill mE!