12:47 a.m. - 2008-01-01
Breathe (finally)
Everywhere I look, I see you
Not clear enough to touch but enough for you to torment me and I fall down over, and over again. Numb to the point of not doing anything about this waking nightmare. You spin around, turning this nothing-black into crimson tide,and I suffer. Giving up and falling back, drowning into this sea. I go beyond deep, and the waters are all of the sudden still.

I can finally make this end, by surrendering
I want nothing of you
So take everything and take it to the depths
Never come back, just take it away from me
and once and for all, let me breathe.