7:54 p.m. - Sun enters 04� Aquarius, Anno IVxvi
Mary, the lady of the stars
She danced her way through the hearts of all, setting them all on fire until they burnt themselves up. Her forest is one that never ends and if you shut your mind for just one second you can hear her song echo through the trees, too bad you can't shut your own mouth. She needs not an audience, she needs no annoucement for everyone follows her, eventually, and when they do, their worse fears come true. When she asks forgiveness she does not ask for justification because she can't help but be and you hate her for bringing the worst part of you out, and once you step outside she lights your heart aflame, and then you forget your name.She can't help it, she's in ecstacy.

The funniest thing happened today, she ran out of breathe and finally she thirsts. So she stopped by the lake and finally saw her own face. The beauty was gone and with all of the fires she had started she also had been burnt, and her horns were finally coming through. The nature of her dance is gross in form but she can't seem to wrap her mind around that fact. What is she to say? what is she to sing about now?when Love has been deformed and everything she felt in her heart is gone?

She took one look back and saw that all were dead or dying, heartless, nothing else left to burn. She wrapped her arms around her chest, to keep her heart from falling out. And seeing that there was nothing left in this world, she closed her eyes and became one with the stars in the sky.

Before she left, she helped me change my name and my heart she set aflame. I can't blame her for leaving because I'm starting to see what she meant when she said,"To beget is to die; to die is to beget. Cast the Seed into the Field of Night. Life and Death are two names of A. Kill thyself. Neither of these alone is enough."