12:29 p.m. - 2008-01-03
The end of my masochistic cycle
I am tainted and scarred, I can't even save myself. For grace to take over, I must surrender. So long to this wretched lie that was festering in my chest. I have tried a million times to rid myself of razor sharp memories, only to fail that many times. I have learned that I can do nothing--nothing. So I say, so long to the life that I used to have. Surrender.