3:20 a.m. - 2008-07-04
Learning to Love
Truth: Today I realized that I have no self-love. This being the root of my problems, which has spawned the demons that have tormented me for so long. I've been hating myself less, my inabilities have changed into strengths. I've come a very long way, from suicide attempts, to masochism, to drug addictions, to alcoholism, to gender issues, to satanism, to a complete mess; but I've cleaned up, somewhat. I'm honest with myself, I have an understanding, and today is the first day that I will learn to love myself.