1:42 p.m. - December 25, 2008
Everything is not enough
All of me, all of me handed to you, unrestricted. It became so simple to completely open myself, and for once I felt free. The weight in my chest, so preyed on every emotion. I swore I would never feed it, but I let my guard down, there I was, open.. "take everything" but it wasn't enough for you, was it?

All the love, all the love I could drain out my muscle. You had it all, but it just didn't suffice. What am I to do now? do I drain my heart again? Will you take my blood as my sacrifice? Or will you reject me once again?